Hello there.
This month’s letter couldn’t fit into a box.
It needed more elbow room.
This heartshare is the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth. It’ll cost 26min of your life but it’s probably worth it and will probably reward you in ways none of us can predict. For what it’s worth, I thought about a second take to try and condense my message and save you a little time but the first cut is the deepest. This is what’s true and wants to be shared. Thanks for listening.
Click this link or the picture below to listen.
SUMMER/FALL MEDICINE RETREATS
The Medicine Retreat remains the heartbeat of my work and service and, after 8 years of devoted practice, it’s still delights me to support people to come back to life - or deeper into authenticity - with this powerful modality. 36 hours here on the Imagination Farm with no distractions, no performance, no bullshit. They are shrouded in beauty, gentleness, humility, curiosity and honesty and these sessions change lives over and over and over again. Mine included.Come let the mushrooms help you reclaim yourself.
Spaces are currently available for:
Small Group Retreat - June 25-27 (1 spot)
Small Group Retreat - August 20-22 (2 spots)
Small Group Retreat - September 24-26 (2 spots)
If you’re interested in 1:1 work this Fall, the most direct way in would be to join the summer microdosing immersion and skip the lottery or you can wait until I open the portal at the end of August and trust in the unfolding.
(Reply to this email to receive the password for the Booking Portal and, if the cost is prohibitive but you know this will serve your life, respond to this email and let me know what you would need to participate.)
SUMMER MICRODOSING IMMERSION
Medicine of the South! A 3 month guided microdosing container will kick off on Wednesday, June 24th and meander the medicine path until Wednesday, September 9th and you’re invited!
Now in its 3rd year, this immersion consistently supports people to reinhabit their lives, relationships, work, and creativity in surprising and subtle, yet consistently profound ways. Whether you are working to integrate a macro journey into your life or new to psychedelic healing, these community-centered containers deliver disruptive insight, conscious connection, inspiration, neural plasticity, and precision guidance to help you reacquaint yourself to yourself, feel how it feels to be regulated, ground into your body, into your life, and onto the Earth.
Registration closes on June 11th. Again, if cost is prohibitive but you know this is a tool that can help keep you well this Summer, please reply to this email with details on what you’d be able to invest. If I can make it work, I will.
6 Spaces Left - Come summer with me!
CREATIVE TOGETHERNESS IN THE SPORE
The Spore, Rootstock’s online community, is expressing its unique personality and purpose in the world. It mainly wants us to gather live and create together and that’s what’s happening 3-4 times each month…
Creative conversations, virtual art circles, community rituals. It’s humble and sweet and great for those of you wanting a ‘drop in’ temple to stay connected to what’s sacred or to stay in conversation with me and some like-minded people.
Want to see what’s coming up in The Spore? Check out the calendar of upcoming gatherings. If $33/month feels hard but you’d like some time together, reply to this email and let me know what you’d be able to share monthly and we’ll make it work.
THE WOUND IS THE PURPOSE
The medicine of winter, breath, solitude, and plant medicine are some of the most efficient ways I have found to restore people’s connection to their souls and the Gene Keys is next on the list. This esoteric cosmology isn’t a religion or a cult or a fad, it’s a system and book that has synthesized ancient wisdom traditions and modern science and it’s one of the cleanest and most poetic and compassionate mirrors you will ever look in. There are many, many ways to explore the Gene Keys and the study group was born to help people do just that.
For those of you who listened to my intro video, the Venus Sequence is a dignified approach to shadow work and will be a long, slow process revealing how childhood conditioning shaped our love, intimacy, and communication. Together, we will get really honest and explore the mystery of attraction, the intelligence of our emotional body, and the way every relationship can become a mirror for profound healing and awakening.
Learn more about the Study Group
UPCOMING IN THE ETHER (on Zoom)…
“Relating to the Stars” - Insight Council - Tuesday, May 19 7:00-9:00pm
Do you use the stars to navigate your life? Do you dislike astrology? How do you - or do you not - let yourself be guided? In this round of the Insight Council we are going to share about our relationship to the stars, astrology & the Cosmos.
Join the Spore to join the conversation
ON THE IMAGINATION FARM…. (at Rootstock)
BIODANZA with Jonna Tufts - June 5 from 6:30-8:30pm at Rootstock
Come if you are curious about together returning to our natural instincts of wonder, care and aliveness, and enjoying the deep medicinal power of music! We will meet in circle for a short time, and then begin our movement. At times the movement will be vitalizing, and at times relaxing…“The aim of Biodanza is to awaken the cosmic force of Love.” –Rolando Toro Araneda, creator of Biodanza
Sacred Sound Sanctuary with Melinda Kinzie - July 3, 2026 - Register here
This ceremony creates a field where cellular activation, integration, emotional release, and profound energetic realignment are all possible. Melinda works directly with wisdom keepers, guardians, multidimensional healers, and living energies who come forward to support the healing each participant has come for.
MOON & SUN CIRCLES - First Saturday (Moon) and Sunday (Sun) of every month
The first weekend of every month the bell tolls and the people gather…These circles are life giving and life sustaining. If you’ve heard the term “New Earth” and you’re wondering where it is and how to get there…come to one of these circle and you’ll feel it in your bones.
SOLSTICE CELEBRATION “Riding the Fire of Power” with Eyal & Jodi - Sunday, June 21st Timing TBD
I’m working on lining up a Bathmaster for the night of Saturday, June 20th to entice you to come and enjoy night baths, nesting on the land, so we can rise into the Solstice sunrise together. Details still coming together but I’m looking forward to seeing who will join this potent ceremony.
It feels a way to feel this way…
To share it, to claim it, to name it.
I’m prayerful that this next initiation for me, and for all of us, will be easeful and profound. That it will be creative and connected, guided and clear. I pray that we can root down into what’s real, muster the courage to bend instead of break, and not resist the next right action…even if that action is to change everything and have faith. May we all dive into this big wave head first - instead of getting knocked over by it - and swim with the mermaids and dolphins and mystery.
Thanks to you all for your willingness to open and read this letter, for your curiosity and connection to me and Rootstock. I look forward to welcoming those of you headed this way this Spring/Summer and will be happy to swirl with some of you online too!
Here’s a good outro song for today’s love…
Blessings and courage and care and kindness,
Beana